mardi 17 octobre 2017



Feeling exhausted...

jeudi 16 février 2017


I have a facebook fan page
because I'm shining bright like a diamond

mercredi 23 novembre 2016

lundi 21 novembre 2016

mercredi 16 novembre 2016

E-mail my heart and say our love will never die, and I,
I know you're out there and I know that you still care
E-mail me back and say our love will stay alive
Forever, e-mail my heart

lundi 24 octobre 2016




I'm tired using technology








samedi 30 juillet 2016


Okay guys this is the video I present for the Coucool Festival in Paris. 
Light up your joints, take your LSD pills and enjoy the trip.
I'm in Germany (Berlin...) from the 2nd of August until the 30th of August. Peace.

dimanche 17 juillet 2016

dimanche 3 juillet 2016

There is a pigeon gang fighting each other 
everyday in front of the place I work... 
Kinda scary... 





lundi 30 mai 2016

This is real, this is me
I'm exactly where I'm supposed to be, now
Gonna let the light, shine on me
 
 
 

dimanche 22 mai 2016

22.05.16

I know that nobody has interest in this blog and I'm writing for myself, it's fine for me for now.
It's crazy how internet can give you the impression that you a so near to everybody but in fact you are lonely in front of your computer. I've read or saw a video vlog (can't remember, whatever) about how to sleep better. And they said that seeing faces from people in the morning helps. It is really important to see people faces in the morning, they said. Anyway, everytime I post a thing here I have the impression to be on a mountain shouting and hearing my own voice reverb (don't know if you can say that but it sounds cool). I'm clearly not Ai Wei Wei. He got so much fans and impact on social media, it is insane. He said that he wrote 2 or 3 times in his blog. Impossible for me. It' so difficult to get something out of me sometimes...
But anyway, I wanted to say to myself that I've never felt so alive than now. I want to learn new techniques and maybe do some computer music. Stimulate my brain a little, I have the impression that great stuff can come out of it. Positivity (Puke).

jeudi 12 mai 2016

13.05.16

Yeah, so I've decided to follow my mom advice: "People who are always succeeding are those who work. Don't rely too much on your talents. They'll catch up, trust me." So, I'm gonna work on my stuff. Since I'm writing this blog for myself, I'm gonna cheer myself up with this post, I thought.

12.05.16

Tom is my BFF. 

lundi 11 avril 2016

11.04.16

Image from "The Amanda Show" (1999-2000), show in the show: "Moody's Point" (2002)

Today, I had nothing to do. Believe me, when I say "Nothing", it means nothing.
Nah. I had thousand of things to do, but I didn't want to... Fuck paperwork.

So, I'm actually listening to the radioshow of my friend Miley Serious named TGAF (These Girls are on Fiiiiyaaaah), they made a special show about Justin Bieber.
(I actually like his music a lot, I have his last album on my phone ;) )
It's worth it every second if you are a fan of Bieber. Listen Here.

So, I wanted to talk about shows. Who didn't wanted to have a show as a kid? Tell everyone what was happening in your little crazy life, complaining about mean teachers and talking about your crush who didn't noticed you 4 years long (-caugh-, No I'm not talking about my teen life at all... LOL *cry* )  
I know what you're thinking... YOUTUBE.
It's great that we have now youtube to listen to random people speak about their lifes. But let's be honest, there is a lot of crappy channels where big breasted bleach washed blonde girls with way too much make up on speaks about their sex lives or faith to Jesus... Boring. (Everyone is free to do whatever they want on internet, I'm not a hater!) Sometimes, I wish that youtube put the channels in categories like porn sites do and put it on the upper side of the website. (yeah you know which porn site I'm talking about haha)

So, today I had "nothing" to do. So, I googled Amanda Bynes. I love those good girls gone bad life stories, a.k.a Lindsay, Britney, Drew... 
Amanda Bynes, where do I start? I loved her in all of her films. She was always this intense, energetic, funny and sweet american girl with amazing hair. And then BOOM, she sets her life on "fire". Her face is unrecognizable, she puts crazy wigs on her head and insults others on her twitter. It was amazing. Break downs are amazing, it simply shows how fucked up the world is and how people react to it. 
But this was not my point tonight. My point was about "Moody's Point" (haha, not funny). Before today I didn't know that Amanda Bynes had a show. The Amanda Show wasn't aired in the french television. I have to say, I'm not a 100% fan of this show. Most of the times I find it not funny and really offensive. I was shocked sometimes how mean it was. 
BUT, there was one show that I liked a lot: Moody's Point. This show has unfortunatly only 8 episodes and they didn't even bothered filming an actual end. L. O. L
This show is a parody of the show Dawson's Creek and teen Tv Shows in general and this my friend, it's amazing. The music is amazing (And I would love to do a remix from it one day, if my music skills improves...), there is the gloomy hot guy and the nice guy who just can't get any attention of any kind. Amanda plays the moody young teen girl with a lot of emotional problems with per-fec-tion. The show is produced by the legendary Dan Schneider (who else?). 

Although, it is a parody, this show had a real storyline and characters that you get attached to. I could relate to it because adolescence is a hot mess. I mean, you're moody all the time and you mess up a lot of things, you're insecure ( Misty did symbolize that very well ) and you always hope that there is gonna be a miracle which gonna change your life for something better. (Still hoping tho!)

Here's the link for all the 8 episodes: ENJOY!




 

mardi 29 mars 2016

28.03.16

Well, I'm listening to The Smiths, 23 pm a monday night. 
I just posted a picture that I did from me with a scanner on the Glitch artist community on facebook. (picture posted the 21st march on the blog) And I'm surprised that I'm getting so much likes and appreciation. In fact, I'm always surprised when people actually like what I am doing... And I even don't want to believe them when they say they like it. I think I have to get used to it: accepting compliments.
I mean why is it so hard to accept that stuff we're doing can be appreciate by other people?
What am I afraid of?

There was a time, I logged out from facebook. I felt this strange social pressure to do something with my life and to create, create and create images. Facebook told me to be SUPER creative, SUPER succesful and SUPER happy. I didn't want to be that, because I was not. And I'm still not but now I don't care. I just want to do my stuff in my own rythm. 
Last week, my old high school organised a get together with the old high school students. At first, I didn't really want to go. (I had always a problem with my high school, who hasn't?) And then I went, because my friend went. I'm not completely unhappy with my situation but I'm not working in the field that I want to be. So as I was speaking with those people that I didn't see for 5 years, I didn't sound really excited. I'm a very bad liar. But after someone said to me "Oh you seem really unhappy", which I was NOT, I started to fake my emotions. It worked. I sounded really happy to work in the commercial and fashion world. Again, I'm not unhappy at all with my work, I just have a problem with the fashion world. I'm doing my job the best I can and I think I'm doing it well.

I was one year off from facebook. 
Amazing year, I felt so much better. 
My relationship with my boyfriend was better, I felt free from any judgement regarding what I'm doing and where I am and I was happy most of the time. Now, I'm back again with the promise to myself that if I'm feeling stress again because of facebook, I'd log out immediately. 

You and the others. It's not about how they see you, it's about how you react to their glances at you. And sometimes it's better to just ignore them and to isolate yourself when you just can't handle it. 
So, if I think that I'm on the right path so others should too. So If they say that what I'm doing is cool. It means that I'm on the right path with what I'm doing, right? So If I think that too then it should be the right thing to do to accept the compliments of the others easily...
Gonna work on it...

mercredi 23 mars 2016

24.03.16

My last summer vacations in Japan summed up in a video. ENJOY!

lundi 21 mars 2016

21.03.16

#selfie #nofilter

21.03.16

It's always when you're in a shitty situation that you get the best ideas.
That's what I thought. But no.
Am I in a shitty situation?
Not yet.
But those last days were pretty tough for me.
Did you ever wonder if those clichés about french people were true?
Clichés like they were messy and unorganised?
I can certainly tell you that they are true. (Not all clichés are true, I'm just mad right now)
Hell yes they are true. (Again, I'm mad)
Why?
Because the French "La Poste" just ruined my life.
I don't like to say "ruin" but they pretty fucked my dreams up about getting in an Art School in Berlin. (Wow so original, Berlin? Art School?)
But I'm no Drama Queen. I don't live in a tragedy and I don't want to get depressed because of it. (Said the girl who didn't want to go out this week-end and who got sick right away)
So, let's talk about this crazy story with my beloved "La Poste" in France.
I live in Paris (no don't sing "Oh Champs Élysées" please stop) and I wanted to send my Inscription Formula to Berlin. The Art School rules were really strict... "Send your Formula until the 7th March". The french Post took 12 days to bring a fucking letter from Paris to Berlin. 12 FUCKING DAYS. So it came the 9th March...
Me so naive, thought that 10 days were enough for them to bring this letter to Germany... Me so naive, so naive...
To get to Berlin from here, it takes one and a half hour with an airplane.
How the hell could I know that It will take so long...
So I'm disqualified. I couldn't even send my Book to them. Game Over.
I don't know why, how the hell it came to me as a GREAT IDEA to start a blog again.
I had a blog as a teenager and I loved it.
Now I'm 22 and I have the feeling that I have to write something, distribute my knowledge of "whatever" with bad english sentences and talk about what I've seen in the "fashion industry"  (I'm not a stylist, not a photographer, just a studio assistant) and my video works. 
It's something personal, something for me. You can read it if you're interested. If not, whatever.

Saou

lundi 16 mars 2015

   Hélène in the sky with diamonds, 2014

dimanche 22 février 2015

jeudi 8 janvier 2015

   Glitching me, 2014

dimanche 4 janvier 2015

   Daniel, 2014

mardi 16 décembre 2014

lundi 15 décembre 2014

dimanche 14 décembre 2014

vendredi 12 décembre 2014

lundi 1 décembre 2014


             
                 SAOU TV #1

lundi 10 novembre 2014

dimanche 9 novembre 2014

jeudi 24 avril 2014

               I will love you until the end of time










   










































































 


        












































       











  

mercredi 23 avril 2014









             SAOU TV STILLS

mardi 22 avril 2014

dimanche 30 mars 2014

samedi 29 mars 2014

samedi 1 mars 2014

mercredi 18 décembre 2013

   Ata Shooting. Still on work.

lundi 18 novembre 2013



I'm working on a project named "WHITE". It's about the "uncoloured colour" white. And for this project I'm making portraits, stills and landscapes pictures with white elements. Of course when you think about portrait and white, you think directly about albino people. Jeffrey is a dj and a african albino. He is the Representative of the African Albinos organisation in Paris: Anida. Pictures are coming soon!

dimanche 17 novembre 2013